I wrote this poem shortly after I had a fling with this older guy I had been crushing on. He has a girlfriend and we both just got caught up in the moment of being at his house alone. It seemed as if it was what we were both waiting for, but now things have changed. We were good friends, but that has changed. We still talk just not as often as we used to, it feels awkward now.. and there is so much I want to tell him but don't know how. So I wrote this poem to pretty much sum it all up.