I was new to the Internet and decided to try "chat" not knowing I was about to meet the man of my dreams that very evening. I was one of those people who thought Internet relationships were foolish. I wrote this to let him know exactly what I feel for him. This is an incredible person.

I wrote this on a night I was feeling sorry for myself. My best friend in this world is a married man who I love dearly. I respect his situation but will always wonder what it would be like to have just one day in his wife's shoes. She doesn't realize how lucky she is. Before you are quick to judge, I am not looking to break up a marriage. I only want to express the feelings I have locked inside.