My struggles with faith go back a long way. Through prayer I realized that it was not God who would or had ever abandoned me, it was ME. I created my own doubt and fear of him. I allowed myself to live life only through my tainted visions, past and present, wanting change but not sure how I could make a difference.

For years I have given and given to others without hesitation or fear, but I never gave to myself. Faith has taught me that love is not a tangible or materialistic possession, but love is within. Remember, we may not be able to see God, but we can sure see his miracles.