Am I Alone? by Megan Hance
I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.
My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.
Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.
I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.
I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.
My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.
Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.
I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.
I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.
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This poem describes the feelings inside of me once I found I was diagnosed as a "depressed" person. These aren't even close to all of the thoughts that goes through your head.
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Hey girl, i just read ur little poem ay, i think what ur doing 4 ur pain is mad cause i do the same. I've been feeling like this since 02' but 'SOMEHOW' i'm still here. The Only reasons for this being my lil niece and sister and the gift of writing down all internal pain & confusion into a poem- in the form of a song. You should keep doing what you do, how you do and don't worry baybe. you know i'm here for you. Love from Luminoso LL - Leo |
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ur not alone. - marie |
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hey i loved this poem i write alot to i use to be sueasideal but i got put in a hospital and got help but when i read that poem it touched my heart and made me cry and i feel the same way gurl your not alone i feel the same way as u keep writeing your very good at it! - Katie |
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This is how I feel everyday! - Keri |
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megan your amazing the reason this poem touched me is coz i feel this way everyday i was wondering do you feel like this email me bak from katty - katheryn |
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i think this poem should be voted number one against many others. mi best friend feels the same way. i have tried to get her help but she says theres no way. every night i pray hoping that mabey just mabey she can feel like a normal person. i understand there is no such thing as a normal person, but for her to feel free from all the depression. - zoe |
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It is sad. I almost cried. - k |
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Totally agree, im 30 now and still don't know what i should do with my life. ive lost all contact with friends and feel like i can't confide in people close to me without feeling guilty. Your poem hit the spot. be happy. that's me being optomistic. or putting others feelings before my own. take care - Stephen |
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This is a really good poem i have felt like this many times. My friends have to. Its hard cause when you fell this way you feel that your all alone an the only one who feels this way. But we all do sum time or an other. sum just can hide it better then others. I often felt i was insain or going crazzy. Like no one new how i felt. Then i discoverd expressing myself with poems. NOW I FEEL NORMAL LOL. - amy |
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i think this person put alot of passion and truth into this peom that not many people have the courage to do. i like it because i also can relate to it. its a good peom. - mara |
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you can only know how it fill's inside if you have felt it be for i like it a lot my thanks to the a arthur for this pome - Tyler |
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wow,the words right of my mouth. amazing how sometimes , your not alone! - Tanya |
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I really loved the poem because it made eveyrthing i felt come out and be easy for me to understand as i felt that i was the only one who felt that way. GREAT POEM - Bec |
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WOW i realy can relate to that poem its good to no im not the only one xoxoxoxox love linda - linda |
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that was a ver nice and moving poem i hope ypu get better and ignore if people call you weird io get called it all the time - karinA |
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I loved this poem. It's so deep and moving. - Hannah |
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good - Karen |
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ur not alone in this world, i've felt the same way many times in my life. and i just want to let u know that u r not alone. Deanna - Deanna |
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i really enjoyed this poem. it was like she understood everything that was inside my head or vise versa. seeing someone express their thoughts and feelings this way has shown me that i dont have to keep it bottled up inside i can write. - Ellen |
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i'm a person thst are havimg problem with depession. - lashanda |
